I don't normally eat desserts at all as they are too sweet and I am cautious of my sugar intake. Over the past four years I've come to really look upon desserts as something I am not interested in at all. Seriously, you can bake brownies, or cookies, or cakes and I won't even look at it. It took a lot of restraint and self control but I trained myself to stay away from sugar. Until now...
Your cake is the most enticing thing I have seen in a long long time. The smell has me positively intoxicated from head to toe. But why? Why can't I have my cake and eat it too? It looks and sounds so fucking delicious. I don't know who came up with that saying or why, but it applies now more than any other time. I want to start with just smelling the cake, slowly inhaling the icing, the flour, the sugar, and the flavors. It smells fucktacular. My nose is right up in it, and I can't help but lick it and to sneak a taste.
Yes, you're right, I can't do that because I can't eat it, but eating it is all I desire. Maybe I can have a bite someday.... maybe one day, sooner than later.
Depression, 45, 40: Time For Some Honesty
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